I've been thinking a lot about you

For the person who recently told me that he like me, I've been thinking a lot about you. But you know what's hard, I couldn't tell you because you might think I'm going to return something, some sort of a relationship thing, but I'm really sorry, no, just no. You know that right? You're someone who's really close to me and I know you know a lot about me and how I respond to those kinds of things. You told me that you still wanted to be friends but you know that what I heard on the phone is something like "it hurts" or "please stop and accept me". There were doubts. I just know it. But if you're really choosing that then I am thankful and happy that you want to do that. Thank you so much.

A little too not over you

I've been thinking a hell lot about my liking to you. Well, a lot more ever since my closest guy friend told me he likes me. Did I ever really like you all this time? Did I really care for you again? Tho, I can still say that I still get butterflies in my stomach when you do cute things to me, or when you do things which weren't normal months ago. I still feel happy when you talk to me, y'know? But then again, it's not like before where simple things like seeing you in the hallway, or you staying next to me make me feel really tingly inside and couldn't care much about the other things around me. I've changed my feelings towards you, but let me tell you this: I'm still a little too not over you.