Moved

Hello!

I haven't written here in a while. The reason is because I started to move to wordpress using the URL: https://awhisperingwaffle.wordpress.com/. I have been writing there since October 2015 (the same month I stopped writing here).

I have had a tough 2015. I got up with the help of a few online friends and my life had become better. I have been writing a lot more lately and I am very thankful with everything I have right now. I hope you guys are doing great as well.

I am thinking if I should re-post my blogs there to this site but that would be confusing.

Though I do miss this blog, I am happy with writing there and I hope that you guys get to visit the site.

Love,
Bessie

BTOBPH2G

BTOBPH2G, my most awaited event in 2015, to be honest. I enjoyed BTOBPH1G a lot and promised to go to every BTOB Philippines gathering.

I ordered the ticket early and had ticket number 0016. Hehe~

I was really excited for the event but the day before it, I caught a fever. I was having second thoughts about continuing to the event. I actuallu just wanted to stay home since it was really hard for me to even stand up. In the end, I ended up with the decision of going since this is gonna be once in a lifetime…and I had to accompany someone.

It was really hard to get up that day but I had to. I still had fever. I get easily dizzy when I move but I still managed to go uwu

Well, we got there really REALLY early and they were still setting things up. After a while, we got to choose the seats we wanted and ended up staying in the first row. The first row is always the best row. 

To be honest, it was awfully hard to enjoy the gathering as I really was not feeling well but nevertheless, I got to smile and have fun at some parts of the event. I especially liked that one with the Melodudes. That game part of the event was really funny.

In the middle of the event, we celebrated ate Cami’s birthday.
A few hours before the end of the event, we got to meet two other Melodies. They were graduating students and it was definitely nice to get to talk to them about college. I was having a hard time those few days.
What I love about this gathering is that I get to find out more about BTOB and get to meet new fangirl friends. I am definitely looking forward to the third one! 

BTOBPH1G

This was supposed to be posted after the Olongapo Trip post but I couldn’t finish it and my computer broke so my softcopy got deleted :c

The first BTOBPH gathering that I got to attend was, luckily, the first major gathering they had, which they call BTOBPH1G, was also a celebration of maknae Sungjae’s birthday.

I went to Olongapo a day before and I was a bit nervous as Olongapo is about 3-5 hours away from my house and the event place was about 30 minutes to one hour away from my house on the opposite direction. I left Olongapo at around 6AM hoping I could get there before the event starts. I did get there having more than 30 minutes to spare.

The thing was, I was confused and thought that the event was to be held at Megatrade Hall. From 10AM to around 11:30AM, i roamed around the mall waiting for my gath buddies. Turned out I got the wrong number and nobody replied. I literally cried until I had the courage to ask someone about it. I won’t allow my money to be wasted. Lol

When I finally got to the event place, I looked for my gath buddies and teared up. I thought they left me. After a while though, I got to enjoy the event and had a lot of fun. We went around and bought merch after a while. I bought lots for different people. I remember buying lots of JHope and Rapmon things just for my sister. XD

I finally got to meet MeloBeat and even had a picture with them! I knew about them because ate Colleen added me on facebook.

Before the event ended, we took pictures with the BTOB tarpaulins. I managed to get a picture with every member except Hyunsik.

Had pictures taken here and there and then we went home to TriNoma. We ate at KFC and bought waffles as well.

This was my first KPop gathering and I really did enjoy it. More power to the staff who made this possible!

Yejiapsa BTOB

Hello!

I haven't posted anything in this blog for a long long time ; A; But I'm going to post a few now that I've been taking a break on social media which i got awfully addicted to during the past years and I've nothing else to do except for homework.
I actually have been to different events during my time of not posting. I'll be late blogging about these:

1. BTOBPH1G which was more than a year ago
2. EXOPH3G also a year ago
3. School stuff i'm still studying
4. Personal stuff that I need to let out
5. Best of Best in Manila last April
6. BTOBPH2G last March
7. EXOPH4G last May 16th
8. My first volunteer work 

I might post more if I get to remember. I'm too forgetful OTL

It's a rainy day and I've nothing to do

Okay, the second clause was a lie. I've a lot to do but I just want to say Hi to the non-existent person who reads this. I hope you'll exist next time. Good bye.

I’m too used to twitter.

I’m sorry for making you feel annoyed. Sorry for wasting all of your time. Sorry for believing we were really a family. Sorry for dragging you guys into this. Sorry for making you feel like you’ve wasted time. Sorry because you could’ve used your time for something better. Sorry for trusting you too much. Sorry because I created that group. Sorry for being a moron. Sorry for being stupid. Sorry because I believed you guys loved that so called family as well. Sorry because I invited you to that group; I guess it was useless, such a drag. Sorry because you met me. I had fun though, twaffles is a memory I would never ever forget. Thank you for all your time. Thank you for being with me even just for a while. Thank you for making me laugh, for making me happy. I loved you guys :)

A trip to Olongapo

We went to Olongapo last May 3^rd. I was mad and happy – mad because I wanted to be at home by myself without anyone else to tell me what to do while my family go to the beach and enjoy their visit; happy because the bus ride is around 3 to 5 hours, depending on traffic. I have always loved riding public buses mainly because I can think of just about anything when we’re I’m in moving vehicles.

Woken up by my dad’s loud voice at 5am, we all waited for each family member to finish taking baths. By 6:30 am, we were already outside the house. We rode a taxi to get to the bus station in Cubao. My dad bought tickets and past 8am we were already inside the bus. While waiting for the other passengers to take their seats, I took a few selcas, which I might share if I feel like it.

We arrived at lunch time. When we did, there was no electricity. I thought it’d be forever but thankfully, it isn’t. We ate fish and rice. A few minutes of sitting and wondering what to do, I started going around the house where we were to stay in. The house was my aunt’s and though it wasn’t that big, I did like it.

Took more selcas with my sister and a few pictures of the mountains near the house. I loved the sight. I love it when I get to see trees and grass. There are not a lot of those where I live, probably because I live in the city. I do wish there were more though. I absolutely enjoy just looking at trees.

I think it was around two in the afternoon when we decided to head to the beach. The jeepney ride was fun and scary. Fun because, as I said a few paragraphs before, I enjoy riding public vehicles. Scary because we were going around mountains, like, what if we fell? The thought is just too scary.

We rented a cottage. We placed our food and other stuff wherever. I walked on the sand, it felt good. Haha. I wore shorts and tried to walk to the waters but I really didn’t feel like swimming so I just walked back to cottage. I ate and took pictures until around five or six pm. I never really did enjoy beaches and such.

In the evening, we bought barbecues outside. Those were pretty much the best I’ve tasted. I want to go back there and just eat lots of barbecues! My cousin, by the way, is apparently a K-Pop fan, or, well, maybe just a fan of SNSD. She played their songs out loud. Best thing that has ever happened that day. I danced to Genie and Gee and Into the New World and Hoot! I loved dancing to those songs.

Around 7pm when my other cousin decided to turn on the playstation. My dad and siblings played with him. 9 in the evening when I started to feel sleepy because I didn’t have that much sleep the day before. We didn’t sleep though. Why? First, the house wasn’t big enough for us to have our own bed. Second, it was kind of awkward. Awkward because I wasn’t close to my cousins and sleeping means having to use their bed! I stayed up until 3am watching movies and anime and bunch of other cartoons. I woke up two hours later. I didn’t know I fell asleep!

I prepared to leave. I had to be at the bus station before six. I waited for my dad and sister to get ready as well since they said they’d accompany me. I didn’t like it because I was looking forward to going home alone. I guess it wasn’t that bad though since my dad bought lots of food for us. If I was alone, I’d be like “What is food? Nobody needs food. I need to save.” Dad loves eating so I like it when he’s with me.

Less than 3 hours and we were already in Quezon City. That was pretty amazing, considering we spent around 4-5 hours in the bus the day before. My dad and sister got off the bus first, and I went to Megamall by myself, a fan gathering was to be held there that day. Pretty much the reason why I had to leave Olongapo so early in the morning, usually I’d wait until evening because travelling in the evening felt better than in mornings or afternoons. 

I had an I-never-want-to-go-back-there feeling the entire trip. I had a few laughs and such but I really never liked going on vacations as I enjoy sitting inside my room, tweeting and doing a bunch of other things more. Vacations are never for me, unless of course it’s a trip to Japan or South Korea. *winks*

A few things about the blogger

                My name is Bessie though I’ve used the name ‘Aya’ multiple times on the internet. I was born on the 17^th of June, 1996. I have always lived in the Philippines though I have dreams of staying in Japan in the future. I am currently taking up BS Computer Engineering in college but I’m kind of giving up on Mathematics.

I don’t think have a great life though I’m trying to make it better than how I think it is. I am a pessimist who becomes an optimist when someone else gets involved in the situation. Most of the time, I don't get myself. Most of the time, I'm confused. I try to live a happy life but sometimes things don't go well and I start to think too much.  I’m very observant.

I am an anime and manga fan. I do love K-Pop as well. I love listening to Japanese songs, no matter the genre. I feel like Japanese songs heal me. I also play video games, though rarely nowadays. I do read books. Greek mythology, dinosaurs, and the outer space are some other things I’m interested in. I absolutely like car rides. I love looking at the surroundings. I cook food whenever I feel like it. Fried rice is my favorite thing to cook.

Summer classes

            I suck at math. I know.

Last 7^th of April, I started retaking my math 005 class – Solid Mensuration to be exact. Why? Well, I failed, of course. It is the worst thing that happened in my life so far. Anyway, my professor is a lady, probably in middle 20’s or so. She likes wearing dresses and always carries a water tumbler. I thought she was someone I could learn a lot from, turns out I was wrong. She’s the ‘I didn’t prepare for this but I’m going to teach it anyway’ kind of professor. Never ever a good thing, to be quite honest. For the past three weeks, we’ve only been taught a few and I’ve failed two quizzes as the questions were questions from another dimension. I seriously don’t know where they get those questions. The only good things about her are that she is a lady and she seems to be a good person. Other than that, I think she needs to teach us thing. I am thankful to her but I really want to learn more things. 

Aside from the professor though, I've met a few nice people. We've been talking at times, though not a lot but I like them. Also, there is this girl in front of me who likes EXO, not quite sure if she's into K-Pop but I'm pretty sure she likes EXO. Her shirts are EXO-related and her I.D. lace's design is Sehun related. Pretty exciting, I want to be able to talk to her though I don't think that would happen as she kind of looks scary. Hehe~ Pretty, but a bit scary. Or maybe that's just me. Hehe~

Tomorrow is our midterm exam and I haven’t studied. I don’t do that. lol. I’ll probably read a few things and go with the flow. Hopefully, I’d pass. Hopefully.

Jaa~