A Message to my Favorite Shikshin, Choi Sooyoung

Dear Sooyoung,
              Hello hello~ How are you unni? I hope you are doing well!
              Hmm...Thank you dear unnie, for always being with us, SONEs. Thank you for giving your love to us. Thank you because you make us happy. Thank you because you make us laugh. Thank you for being you. Thank you for being Choi Sooyoung.
              You have shown your talent to everyone of us - your great dancing and lovely voice. You even have taken roles in acting; you did solo projects. Thank you for sharing that to us.
              Sooyoung unni, Happy Happy Happy Birthday! Ahh~ How old are you already? Twenty five? It seriously doesn't show. Your looks remain as young as you were years ago. And I'm guessing that's the same with your personality. Maybe with a few slight changes but that actually just added to the beauty you already have. Thank you for everything you've done for us. Please do take care of yourself. Rest. Sleep well. Eat lots (Oh, I know you do!). Please take care of the other members, too! Hehe~ I love you unni! I always will.
              I will never leave SNSD, no matter what happens. Now, always, forever So Nyeo Shi Dae!
-Besh

50 Facts About Me

I felt like making a post about this so here it is!

1. I absolutely love pink.
2. I am a fan of anime.
3. I listen to Kpop, Jpop and a bit of MandoPop at times.
4. I had English as my favorite subject until college's first year second semester's professor made me dislike it.
5. I named my phone, "Kyoko."
6. I gave the name "Yuri" to my tower fan.
7. I love cakes.
8. I am in love with Koike Teppei and Park Chanyeol.
9. I am more into solo artists in the Jpop industry while into groups in Kpop.
10. I dislike loud sounds.
11. I always have to have a pen and a notebook inside my bag.
12. I wouldn't be listening to Kpop today if it wasn't for Sunny of Girls' Generation,
13. I have low self-esteem. :-(
14. I dislike the Filipino subject.
15. I am currently taking up Computer Engineering.
16. I consider Orihara Izaya as my husbando. 
17. I absolutely love the number 17.
18. I rarely watch shows on tv.
19. I always feel like isolating myself will make things easier.
20. I don't have a best friend and I don't want one.
21. I totally forgot about this.
22. I am not good at talking with other people personally. I am a bit better online though.
23. I absolutely hate it when I get phone calls. 
24. I have more than 5 tumblr accounts, only two are still running.
25. I am very lazy.
26. I dislike celebrating New Years.
27. I often have mood swings.
28. I almost never watch shows on tv.
29. I never would like to get married.
30. I don't like kids.
31. I watch and read yaoi.
32. I introduced myself as "Aya" on the internet years ago.
33. I love challenges.
34. I want to be able to go to Japan one day.
35. I wish to work and live in Japan.
36. I don't like it when people do good things for me. 
37. I am anemic. 
38. I love documentaries, no matter what it is about.
39. I am very lazy.
40. I enjoy typing more than writing.
41. I have gastroenteritis.
42. I am usually late for class.
43. I love watching cooking videos.
44. I love my biases but I really don't want to date them.
45. I am not fond of change. 
46. I absolutely love helping other people.
47. I always feel like everybody hates me.
48. I can never forget the guy named "Yuro" from anime-addicts.ning.com. If you know him, tell me...
49. I dislike other people's selfish ways.
50. I can never hate anyone or anything.

A letter to the partners in crime err fangirling.

A letter to my adorbs unnirs. A letter to the fangirls who I love being with. A letter to the people who drag me into pretty much every single fandom they're in, yep.

To my unnirs~  
          Hello hello hello~ heh~
          You might be wondering why I typed this as a single message so I'll state the reason. It's because I'm afraid I might just say the same things to both of you, just with different words. I actually see you as partners-in-crimefangirling so please bare with me. Heh~ 
          Unnies, thank you thank you so much for all the time you've given me. Thank you for all the time you've spent with me. Thank you for letting me get to know you. Thank you because you're always there for me, might it be about fangirling, which we do most of the time, or just me being a drama queen lol Thank you because, even if I'm overly annoying, you never ignored me and my inner fangirl. Thank you because you never left. Thank you for just about everything you've done for me. 
          I'm so sorry for not being a very great dongsaeng. I'm very random but at the same time socially awkward so there are times I couldn't respond correctly to you. Sorry if I can't keep up with you and your way of fangirling when we're together. Sorry because I'm the quiet type of fan. Sorry if I have done other things that I am not aware of but might have had you upset. I promise to go to DKFC2, though. Unless of course SNSD's freaking coming I need to see my gurls. lol
          One day, I'd definitely know everyone from BToB, BAP, and all of the other Kgroups which name starts with 'B' loljk.
          I wanted to make this longer but I guess I couldn't right now. I'm fangirling okay, I mean, I'm listening to Dongwoo's rap in Destiny. Heh~ You don't know how much I love that guy omg. 
          Unnies, thank you for everything. Happy Merry Christmas! God bless! Take care~ May you have a greater fangirl year in 2014. I love you both to the moon and back. :*
-Besh ♥

It's quite a loss that Melody unnir won't be able to see this this Christmas /cries.  
I would have also sent this to your house if I knew your address but then I don't so lol I'm also lazy so yea.
There are so many things to but the words couldn't come out right now. I'd definitely tell you through another message tho. :)
I wuv you guys mwa mwa

A message to the person who means a lot to me.

A message to the person who I'm very thankful I got the chance to meet. A message to the person who I want to personally meet. A message to the person I admire.

Hi Airlea nee-chan!

          How do I start this? lol.
          Nee-chan! How have you been? I'm so sorry I don't reply to your messages faster TT____TT I don't open my facebook that much anymore. I only check the notifications and such. Most people are complaining about my posts so I partially left. Hahaha.
          Nee-chan~ I just want to tell you that I am very happy to have met you. The first time I added you on facebook, you already saw my dramatic side but, even still, you never left. I am very thankful for that. I truly am. If I could just show you how thankful I am for meeting you, I definitely would.
          Thank you so much for everything you've done for me. Thank you for all the effort and time you've given to me. Thank you because your words of encouragement help me through painful times. Thank you because you're you, nee-chan. You might go and say that you've actually done not quite a lot but for me, who's always sad and upset, your words mean quite a lot. All the things you've done for me will never be forgotten.
          Sorry, too, nee-chan, if I ever made you sad or upset. Sorry if I don't talk to you as much as I did before. Sorry because it seems like I only talk to you when I'm in need. Sorry because it feels like I'm the only one who benefits here. I wish I could also know what things made you happy and made you sad so I could be there for you every single time. I'll always be here for you nee-chan, no matter what happens. 
          Airlea nee-chan, I am really glad to have met you. I am thankful that God made us meet even if just online. I do wish to meet you personally though, heh~ I just want to hug you tight and tell you how much I thank you and how much I love you. 
          Thank you so much for being part of my 2013 nee-chan. I hope you have a greater year this coming 2014! Merry Christmas. God bless you and your family. Take care always, ne? :) I love you nee-chan. Mwa mwa :* 

-Besh ♥

I would've sent this as a hand-written letter but I don't know your address so lol I'm too lazy this Christmas vacation too so. He he~ ♥ 

A letter to a certain dongsaeng.

A message to the girl who I will never ever forget. A dongsaeng who is always in my mind. A person who I will always love.

Hi Sarah~

          How have you been? We don't talk a lot anymore. I kinda miss those random conversations with you! Hahaha. Did you know it's been more than two awesome years since we met online? It's just so...wow! Hahaha. Our long distance friendship is truly awesome don't you think? :)
          Anyway, thank you so much for just about everything! Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for the things you've done for me. Thank you for being a great friend. Thank you because you never forgot. Thank you because you're such an angel. I am also deeply sorry for the bad things I've done to you, might I know of it or not. Sorry because I always forget to reply to some of your messages and won't remember it until after a month or so. Sorry if I've ever made you mad or upset. I'm sorry. I truly am.
          Sarah, you probably aren't allowed to see people who you've met on the internet (I know I am but kkk~) but I still wish the day would come that we would finally personally meet each other. I don't care if it takes three or five or ten or even fifty years, if I know I will be able to meet you then I'll wait. I know I sound like a person in love but these kinds of friendships which last for years are real treasures to me. I am not the friendly type of person and I don't get a lot of friends so I treasure each one I get. I just wanna hug you real tight and tell you a million thank-you's because I love you that much. He he~
          Well, what I really wanted to do is wish you a very Merry Christmas! I hope you and your family a great day and a greater next year! ♥ I love you. xoxo mwamwa :** Take care always okay? If you need me, just send a message. ♥

-Besh ♥

 I would've sent this through mail but lol I am totes lazy this Christmas vacation so yea. lol