It's a rainy day and I've nothing to do

Okay, the second clause was a lie. I've a lot to do but I just want to say Hi to the non-existent person who reads this. I hope you'll exist next time. Good bye.

I’m too used to twitter.

I’m sorry for making you feel annoyed. Sorry for wasting all of your time. Sorry for believing we were really a family. Sorry for dragging you guys into this. Sorry for making you feel like you’ve wasted time. Sorry because you could’ve used your time for something better. Sorry for trusting you too much. Sorry because I created that group. Sorry for being a moron. Sorry for being stupid. Sorry because I believed you guys loved that so called family as well. Sorry because I invited you to that group; I guess it was useless, such a drag. Sorry because you met me. I had fun though, twaffles is a memory I would never ever forget. Thank you for all your time. Thank you for being with me even just for a while. Thank you for making me laugh, for making me happy. I loved you guys :)

A trip to Olongapo

We went to Olongapo last May 3^rd. I was mad and happy – mad because I wanted to be at home by myself without anyone else to tell me what to do while my family go to the beach and enjoy their visit; happy because the bus ride is around 3 to 5 hours, depending on traffic. I have always loved riding public buses mainly because I can think of just about anything when we’re I’m in moving vehicles.

Woken up by my dad’s loud voice at 5am, we all waited for each family member to finish taking baths. By 6:30 am, we were already outside the house. We rode a taxi to get to the bus station in Cubao. My dad bought tickets and past 8am we were already inside the bus. While waiting for the other passengers to take their seats, I took a few selcas, which I might share if I feel like it.

We arrived at lunch time. When we did, there was no electricity. I thought it’d be forever but thankfully, it isn’t. We ate fish and rice. A few minutes of sitting and wondering what to do, I started going around the house where we were to stay in. The house was my aunt’s and though it wasn’t that big, I did like it.

Took more selcas with my sister and a few pictures of the mountains near the house. I loved the sight. I love it when I get to see trees and grass. There are not a lot of those where I live, probably because I live in the city. I do wish there were more though. I absolutely enjoy just looking at trees.

I think it was around two in the afternoon when we decided to head to the beach. The jeepney ride was fun and scary. Fun because, as I said a few paragraphs before, I enjoy riding public vehicles. Scary because we were going around mountains, like, what if we fell? The thought is just too scary.

We rented a cottage. We placed our food and other stuff wherever. I walked on the sand, it felt good. Haha. I wore shorts and tried to walk to the waters but I really didn’t feel like swimming so I just walked back to cottage. I ate and took pictures until around five or six pm. I never really did enjoy beaches and such.

In the evening, we bought barbecues outside. Those were pretty much the best I’ve tasted. I want to go back there and just eat lots of barbecues! My cousin, by the way, is apparently a K-Pop fan, or, well, maybe just a fan of SNSD. She played their songs out loud. Best thing that has ever happened that day. I danced to Genie and Gee and Into the New World and Hoot! I loved dancing to those songs.

Around 7pm when my other cousin decided to turn on the playstation. My dad and siblings played with him. 9 in the evening when I started to feel sleepy because I didn’t have that much sleep the day before. We didn’t sleep though. Why? First, the house wasn’t big enough for us to have our own bed. Second, it was kind of awkward. Awkward because I wasn’t close to my cousins and sleeping means having to use their bed! I stayed up until 3am watching movies and anime and bunch of other cartoons. I woke up two hours later. I didn’t know I fell asleep!

I prepared to leave. I had to be at the bus station before six. I waited for my dad and sister to get ready as well since they said they’d accompany me. I didn’t like it because I was looking forward to going home alone. I guess it wasn’t that bad though since my dad bought lots of food for us. If I was alone, I’d be like “What is food? Nobody needs food. I need to save.” Dad loves eating so I like it when he’s with me.

Less than 3 hours and we were already in Quezon City. That was pretty amazing, considering we spent around 4-5 hours in the bus the day before. My dad and sister got off the bus first, and I went to Megamall by myself, a fan gathering was to be held there that day. Pretty much the reason why I had to leave Olongapo so early in the morning, usually I’d wait until evening because travelling in the evening felt better than in mornings or afternoons. 

I had an I-never-want-to-go-back-there feeling the entire trip. I had a few laughs and such but I really never liked going on vacations as I enjoy sitting inside my room, tweeting and doing a bunch of other things more. Vacations are never for me, unless of course it’s a trip to Japan or South Korea. *winks*

A few things about the blogger

                My name is Bessie though I’ve used the name ‘Aya’ multiple times on the internet. I was born on the 17^th of June, 1996. I have always lived in the Philippines though I have dreams of staying in Japan in the future. I am currently taking up BS Computer Engineering in college but I’m kind of giving up on Mathematics.

I don’t think have a great life though I’m trying to make it better than how I think it is. I am a pessimist who becomes an optimist when someone else gets involved in the situation. Most of the time, I don't get myself. Most of the time, I'm confused. I try to live a happy life but sometimes things don't go well and I start to think too much.  I’m very observant.

I am an anime and manga fan. I do love K-Pop as well. I love listening to Japanese songs, no matter the genre. I feel like Japanese songs heal me. I also play video games, though rarely nowadays. I do read books. Greek mythology, dinosaurs, and the outer space are some other things I’m interested in. I absolutely like car rides. I love looking at the surroundings. I cook food whenever I feel like it. Fried rice is my favorite thing to cook.

Summer classes

            I suck at math. I know.

Last 7^th of April, I started retaking my math 005 class – Solid Mensuration to be exact. Why? Well, I failed, of course. It is the worst thing that happened in my life so far. Anyway, my professor is a lady, probably in middle 20’s or so. She likes wearing dresses and always carries a water tumbler. I thought she was someone I could learn a lot from, turns out I was wrong. She’s the ‘I didn’t prepare for this but I’m going to teach it anyway’ kind of professor. Never ever a good thing, to be quite honest. For the past three weeks, we’ve only been taught a few and I’ve failed two quizzes as the questions were questions from another dimension. I seriously don’t know where they get those questions. The only good things about her are that she is a lady and she seems to be a good person. Other than that, I think she needs to teach us thing. I am thankful to her but I really want to learn more things. 

Aside from the professor though, I've met a few nice people. We've been talking at times, though not a lot but I like them. Also, there is this girl in front of me who likes EXO, not quite sure if she's into K-Pop but I'm pretty sure she likes EXO. Her shirts are EXO-related and her I.D. lace's design is Sehun related. Pretty exciting, I want to be able to talk to her though I don't think that would happen as she kind of looks scary. Hehe~ Pretty, but a bit scary. Or maybe that's just me. Hehe~

Tomorrow is our midterm exam and I haven’t studied. I don’t do that. lol. I’ll probably read a few things and go with the flow. Hopefully, I’d pass. Hopefully.

Jaa~