A very important day - forgotten

Last September 20th was the day we were going to perform our cheer dance which we have been practicing for more than 3 weeks. I showed up at the meeting place a few minutes after eight. Most arrived at nine in the morning. We started practicing after a while. We cut classes from Math to Chemistry to Math just so that we could improve the cheer dance, even at the last minute. So wecontinued practicing. I only have eaten bread since morning and I get upset and frustrated when I get hungry so I have been in a bad mood since we stopped practicing and went to school already. No one wanted to go with me and eat so that made me a lot more upset.We arrived at school at around 1:30 pm and prepared for everything we needed. We waited until past three for the start of the competition. We were third from the four sections to perform what we made. Everything finished at around 3:30pm and we were dismissed from 'class'. I was very tired from all the practice we had for more than 3 weeks. I thanked God because everything's over now. I headed home and arrived at past five I guess. Since we didn't have internet that time, I kind of just made myself more upset by connecting to the neighbor's very slow wifi connection. I slept after a few hours. Ah~ The practices are over. I wouldn't have to wake up early and skip meals and such. That day ended badly.
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Two days after that, still frustrated by not having internet at home, I suddenly remembered that it was Hyoyeon's birthday. I was like, 'it's already 22?!' and then wow, the depression I got for not remembering my favorite's seiyuu's birthday was so great that I didn't want to like Kpop anymore. YES, I FORGOT MY FAVORITE JPOP SINGER AND SEIYUU'S BIRTHDAY. IT WAS ON THE 20th OF SEPTEMBER AND I JUST HAD TO FORGET BECAUSE OF NO FOOD AND NO INTERNET. I hate it. I hate it so much.

A letter to my ex-crush.

Dear ex-crush, 

How have you been? Loljk. I don't really care. I don't even remember how we used to talk, how we used to chat, how we used to laugh together. Good bye~ I've said so much to you already. But, thank you. Thank you for always being there for me, for being a friend. Thank you ^^

-Besh

A month and a day.

It's already been a month and a day since I started going to college. It's pretty fun, but kind of annoying at times. My classmates err... block mates are nice, well, the girls at least. Most of my block mates are boys and sometimes what they do with our block mates and professors aren't too nice. But we do have a few laughs too ^^ AND the fact that I have to wake up early every morning annoys me even more. And two maths every Monday - Wednesday - Friday is even worse. Anyhow, my professors are good to us, thankfully. Hmm... what else? I'm growing sort of tired of having to travel to and fro school and my house, too. One hour for each is just tiring. When I get home, all I want to do is eat and sleep. Speaking of eating, we have our classes from 10:30 to around 3:30 or 4:30 and NO LUNCH. Good because I can save, bad because, well, we don't eat. And recently, I joined an anime club which is called "Anime Holics Organization" which will probably make me want to go to school more. Mehehe~ Ah~ I don't know what else. Good night. Hihi~